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And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be
glorified in the Son. 14 You may ask me for anything in my
name, and I will do it.
What do these verses mean? I asked them. That we need to have enough faith and then
God will give us the things we need.
Their answer seems to make sense. But… if that’s true, how do we explain all
the times we don’t get what we ask for?
Working in an impoverished community, we see ‘unanswered’ prayers every
day. Who is at fault? Is God not paying attention, or do the women
just not have enough faith?
Forgive me if I’m stepping on toes, but I think we all tend
to love the first half of verse 13.
Then, we slide past the second half and focus on verse 14.
But, sitting on the back patio of the Social Work site
yesterday afternoon, the Holy Spirit made me focus on the part I tend to ignore: so that
the Father may be glorified
I think this is the place where many of us, not just in El
Callejon, but throughout the world, get confused. I believe the Bible teaches that God will
supply our needs, but we skip His larger purpose for our own. Nowhere in the verses above does Jesus say that He is doing what we ask for OUR sakes. Instead, it is so that the Father may be glorified.
We are a part of God’s plan and purpose, but it goes so much
beyond us. There is an arrogance to
assuming that God exists for us, instead of the other way around.
I want my life to be all for God and for His glory
alone. That sounds good and pious, but
do I really mean it? Do I mean it when I
seem to be asking for good things – for myself, for the women, teens, and girls
of El Callejon?
If this thing, this relationship, this fill-in-the-blank
that I desire, that I want, that I truly feel I need, is not going to help me
give You glory, withhold it from me. That’s
a scary prayer, because it means surrendering my wants and desires.
It means choosing to trust that God can and will be
glorified in situations and circumstances I cannot understand with my puny,
selfish human mind. It means accepting
that while I matter, I am not the end of the story.
There is a liberty here, if only I can grasp it. It’s an invitation to live with open
hands. I continue to do my part, seeking
to be transformed into the image of Jesus, seeking to prayerfully, passionately
lift up my needs to Him. But, with open
hands, trusting that if God doesn’t provide something I think I need, it’s
because He will be glorified in its absence.
Living this way is a daily struggle. It is part of that daily dying to myself,
picking up my cross, and following hard after my Savior.
In Jesus’ name, Father, in His name alone, I ask that You provide
for us. That You provide in ways we
cannot imagine, so that Your glory may be known on earth through our
lives. Take from me all things that keep
me from glorifying You. Bring me all
things that increase Your glory in my life.
Give me courage to pray this each day. I ask all of this in Your Son’s name, and
through the power of Your Holy Spirit, Amen.
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