There was a chicken on the road ahead of me this
morning. It’s a pretty regular occurrence
here, as they are everywhere.
Mama
chickens, roosters (who, Kellogg’s commercials notwithstanding, do not limit
their crowing to dawn!), little baby chicks… it’s a rare road where there isn’t
at least one form of poultry or another attempting to cross.
The chicken this morning wasn’t crossing, but was running in
the middle of the road. I slowed down,
waiting for it to run to the side.
Instead, it added a Barry Sanders weaving movement, but kept on going
down the middle.
I silently pleaded with
it to notice the safe, obstruction-free side of the road. Instead, it kept glancing back, its weaving
becoming more frantic and more frantic as I slowly crept behind it.
Chickens aren’t smart.
Trust me, I worked in poultry for nearly 10 years, and they’re pretty
dumb. But, as I watched that chicken
this morning, I had to admit, I often look like that.
There is something big and destructive coming up behind
me. Perhaps it’s a temptation, a
situation, a person. Perhaps it’s a recurring
doubt or fear. Whatever it is, it’s on
its way. Unlike my car, however, it
usually doesn’t slow down! Instead, it
comes right for me.
My first mistake, of course, is being in a place where
danger lurks. There is no real reason
for a chicken to be in the center of the road.
There’s no food there, and pitted dirt roads aren’t any smoother in the
middle. But, there it was.
I, too, seem drawn to places/circumstances where I shouldn’t
be. I know a certain situation has
caused me to stumble in the past. But,
since for now the coast seems clear, I head on back.
All is well, until I hear the rumble behind me. Glancing back, the sin/temptation/stumbling
block is right behind me. Quick, take
evasive action!
But, my panicked heart
and head cannot think straight, and so I start to run. When that’s not enough, I add my ‘special
moves’, trying in vain to pull myself out of a situation quickly getting out of
my control.
And, all the while, safety is just a few steps away. The chicken got so panicked that all it could
do is run forward. This is me, too. I get so caught up in flight-mode that I
cannot see a way out. I panic, straining
to outrun whatever is coming behind me.
My car would have killed the chicken if I hadn’t slowed way
down. Unfortunately, sin and temptation
are not the slightest bit worried about casualties. Or, rather, they are.
And, so, we need to plan ahead. Stay out of those places we know are
problems. When we find ourselves in one
despite our best efforts, we need to fight our self-focused panic, and call for
help.
It can be difficult when
our breath is ragged from panting as we attempt to escape on our own. But, until we do, we’re like that
chicken. No matter how hard it tried, it
was never going to outrun me in its own strength and scrawny legs. We, too, haven’t got the power in ourselves. But, Our loving Father has promised that even when temptations come, if we call on Him, He will provide a way out.
I pray that the next time I am in a situation when
temptation is chasing me, I will remember that chicken, futilely bobbing and
weaving, wearing itself out when safety was so close.
I pray I will choose to stay off those roads
that are filled with danger, and instead seek to stay in the center of God’s
will, where no matter the twists and turns, I am truly safe.
I love reading what you write my sister. May God continue to bless you as you serve Him in EL Callejon. Love Jill
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